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In my humble opinions, I declare that people believe in God only do so becaseu they do not have faith in themselves and require something to believe in. The question is, why can't people belive in themselves.

Anyway, today was as stone as before, wake up late, eat, slack, slack, slack, go OCC gym and swimming, eat. sleep. simple as that.

Posted by kj at 11:55 PM | Permalink

I am so screwed, along with most of the class.... bio was a killer.....Section B question one.. 2/3 marks gone, Q2. whole question don't know how to do, Q3.. cannot remember what the question was about but yea, you get the point, i screwed my bio. Before bio We had chinese paper one.. the compo and letter writing i all just write shit... mostly i just anyhow write one.. a lot of words don't even know how to write.. sure fail one.. heck, used to failing chinese anyway, cannot stand the chinese language, as i said before, the MoE subsidies school fees only to make the students du si shu... I mean like, they force you to mug over 2.5k words for sec4, then only 20 words come out, might as well just get marks from the ke wai part right?Bloody lamers sia.. The singapore government wasting money only.. cannot stand them.... some more say what invest in don't know what educational hingy.. heck history over liao, along with that dumb speech ...

Forgot to bring key out today, so i had to stone out side my house while waiting for my mum tog et home.. crap sia.. wastelike 1 whole hour just stone outside there listening to radio and sms-ing.. cannot believe i actually forgot to bring my key out... haiz.. what a wankeeeeeeee day....

Later in the afternoon got nothing to do.. so i went to make fun of cy, anyway, some people requested the conversation to be pasted up here.. so here goes...

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| Session Start: 10 October 2003 |
| Participants: |
| ...ue,n u'll tnk tt i've mved on.-dido (leonenko89@hotmail.com) |
| ...ds will leave footprints in your heart (p0l0123@hotmail.com) |
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[15:16:08] (Dementor) M: eh..why u must tell the whole class..
[15:16:19] N Whn we mee: tell whole class what?
[15:16:22] (Dementor) M: that,,
[15:16:23] N Whn we mee: just a joke only what?
[15:16:28] N Whn we mee: unless you really wank 3 times a day
[15:16:29] N Whn we mee: lolZ
[15:16:31] (Dementor) M: nope
[15:16:40] N Whn we mee: i say kevin yap have sex with anythony 24/7
[15:18:50] N Whn we mee: eh?
[15:18:53] N Whn we mee: so tell people whta/
[15:19:02] (Dementor) M: er
[15:19:16] (Dementor) M: but its a fact that i did that once...make me
embarrased
[15:19:23] N Whn we mee: haha.
[15:19:35] N Whn we mee: i see the look on your face that's why i
never say so much any more liao
[15:19:52] (Dementor) M: then u say what compalsive sth./
[15:19:56] N Whn we mee: complusive lolZ
[15:20:02] N Whn we mee: i don't even know what it means in the first
place
[15:20:06] (Dementor) M: same
[15:20:06] N Whn we mee: i just follow other people say one
[15:20:07] N Whn we mee: lolZ
[15:20:10] N Whn we mee: i am damn stupid oneZ
[15:20:25] (Dementor) M: then shawn say sic
[15:20:26] (Dementor) M: k
[15:20:33] N Whn we mee: lolZ
[15:20:33] (Dementor) M: aloysius make fun of me
[15:20:38] (Dementor) M: cos the root hair..
[15:20:42] (Dementor) M: he said thats a dick
[15:20:44] N Whn we mee: do you know that i keep calling people
complusive wanker that whole day?
[15:20:47] (Dementor) M: then later he say
[15:20:54] N Whn we mee: root hair????
[15:20:59] (Dementor) M: i found out nerds do not respond to dirty
things
[15:21:15] N Whn we mee: HAHAzzzzzzz
[15:21:24] N Whn we mee: lolZ
[15:21:25] (Dementor) M: rrally
[15:21:28] N Whn we mee: but it is quite true what
[15:21:38] N Whn we mee: i mean glenn responds to dirty tlak
[15:22:24] (Dementor) M: llol
[15:23:02] N Whn we mee: sian keyboard no more batt
[15:23:03] N Whn we mee: lolZ
[15:23:07] N Whn we mee: supid wanker keboard
[15:23:24] N Whn we mee: wankingh ke board
[15:23:26] * (Dementor) Many people will walk in and out of your life
But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart
is now Offline
[15:23:29] N Whn we mee: i cannt even type properly
[15:23:29] N Whn we mee: kn
[15:23:30] N Whn we mee: n
[15:23:31] N Whn we mee: gd
[15:23:31] N Whn we mee: a
[15:25:15] N Whn we mee: .?
[15:25:22] (Dementor) M: i kanna dced
[15:25:27] N Whn we mee: i know
[15:25:27] N Whn we mee: lolZ
[15:25:50] (Dementor) M: where were we.,.,
[15:26:02] N Whn we mee: lolZ
[15:26:06] N Whn we mee: nice stc,
[15:26:08] N Whn we mee: all ending wih e
[15:26:11] N Whn we mee: all start wih w
[15:26:17] (Dementor) M: lol
[15:26:20] N Whn we mee: anyway, we were talkjing abou whole wansk
more
[15:26:22] N Whn we mee: whO*
[15:26:37] (Dementor) M: lolz
[15:32:50] (Dementor) M: what do u tink of bio paper
[15:33:51] N Whn we mee: soso
[15:34:09] (Dementor) M: im gunna fail..i dunno what 2 do now
[15:34:34] N Whn we mee: go wank
[15:34:40] (Dementor) M: siaoz..
[15:34:47] (Dementor) M: eh..dont read what dict sent u
[15:34:48] N Whn we mee: ...?
[15:34:50] N Whn we mee: HAHA
[15:34:52] N Whn we mee: read.
[15:34:57] (Dementor) M: dont hor
[15:35:01] (Dementor) M: its crap
[15:35:02] N Whn we mee: read.
[15:35:22] N Whn we mee: i can see that you and dict are in the middle
of an intimidate relationship.
[15:35:31] (Dementor) M: like real.'
[15:35:38] N Whn we mee: it is true..
[15:35:53] N Whn we mee: i mean why else would you two want to stay up
all they way to 4am talking to each other
[15:35:54] N Whn we mee: lolZ
[15:36:08] (Dementor) M: lol studying actualkly
[15:36:27] N Whn we mee: haha..
[15:36:30] N Whn we mee: send me the convo lor
[15:36:40] N Whn we mee: then i shall judge if it was studying or
what
[15:36:43] (Dementor) M: no th
[15:36:52] N Whn we mee: see
[15:36:52] N Whn we mee: that
[15:36:56] N Whn we mee: 's why lar
[15:36:59] N Whn we mee: scared to admit
[15:37:15] (Dementor) M: no got alot of embarrassing things..
[15:37:22] N Whn we mee: SEE
[15:37:24] N Whn we mee: that's why lar
[15:37:35] N Whn we mee: must be you guys were saying i lvoe you to
each other right/
[15:37:39] (Dementor) M: lol no
[15:37:58] N Whn we mee: don't lie
[15:38:06] N Whn we mee: i see your display pic know lioa
[15:38:12] (Dementor) M: ?
[15:38:57] N Whn we mee: haha..
[15:38:59] N Whn we mee: don't lie,
[15:39:03] N Whn we mee: you and dict ove each other
[15:39:04] N Whn we mee: love*
[15:39:58] N Whn we mee: oi don't dao lar..
[15:40:02] N Whn we mee: unless if it is true lor
[15:40:18] (Dementor) M: actually i didnt say anything cos i dunno
what 2 say
[15:40:26] N Whn we mee: fine thne
[15:40:26] (Dementor) M: if i say no
[15:40:27] N Whn we mee: it is true
[15:40:30] (Dementor) M: u will say i lie
[15:40:33] N Whn we mee: lolZ
[15:40:38] N Whn we mee: what makes you so sure?
[15:41:11] (Dementor) M: cos i noe ur out to suan me.
[15:41:47] N Whn we mee: nonono
[15:41:50] N Whn we mee: guess what,
[15:42:00] N Whn we mee: i told andrew about the FACT that you lvoe
dict
[15:43:03] N Whn we mee: so,
[15:43:13] N Whn we mee: what do you have got to say for yourselF?
[15:43:23] (Dementor) M: IM NOT GAY
[15:43:25] N Whn we mee: about the fact that you wank 24/7thinking of
dict/
[15:43:29] N Whn we mee: oh.
[15:43:30] (Dementor) M: siao kia
[15:43:32] N Whn we mee: okay.
[15:43:39] N Whn we mee: so you must think of yousefl as a girl
right?
[15:43:47] N Whn we mee: so that you can rightfully love dict right?
[15:43:55] (Dementor) M: ............when did u learn to speak like
dict
[15:44:02] (Dementor) M: keep on saying i girl
[15:44:14] N Whn we mee: er?
[15:44:20] N Whn we mee: did i learn from dict?
[15:44:25] (Dementor) M: he also keep on saying im girl
[15:44:29] N Whn we mee: i where got say you girl?
[15:44:36] N Whn we mee: i just say you THINK of yourself as a girl
what
[15:44:42] (Dementor) M: abt the same
[15:44:55] N Whn we mee: no not the same
[15:45:01] N Whn we mee: very different you know or not..
[15:45:44] (Dementor) M: k fine im speechless
[15:45:54] (Dementor) M: my compre no good
[15:46:04] (Dementor) M: so i dun understand the diff
[15:46:12] N Whn we mee: if your compre no good then i don't evemn
know how to write compre lor
[15:46:27] N Whn we mee: so if i can write a decent compre, i am sure
that you can write a super good compre
[15:46:48] N Whn we mee: so cy must be acting dumb so that KJ cannot
say that fishball thinks of himself as a girl right?
[15:46:55] (Dementor) M: no
[15:47:07] (Dementor) M: i said my comprehension no good..not my
compo
[15:47:22] (Dementor) M: comprehension means what u understand of the
shit
[15:47:22] N Whn we mee: compre is compo
[15:47:27] N Whn we mee: wrong wrong
[15:47:34] N Whn we mee: you see, the compre passage is a COMPO
[15:47:38] N Whn we mee: so it is therefore a compo
[15:47:47] (Dementor) M: comprehension skill
[15:48:04] N Whn we mee: comprehension is the understanding of the
english subjext
[15:48:07] (Dementor) M: i suck at comprehending or wadeva it is
[15:48:13] N Whn we mee: and if you are able to talk to me then you
have good compre skills
[15:48:35] (Dementor) M: lol u arent that sophisticated are u
[15:48:41] N Whn we mee: so considering the fact that you are keeping
quite,
[15:49:01] N Whn we mee: I HEREBY COMCLUDE THAT FISHBALL THINKS OF
HIMSELF OR HERSELF FOR THAT MATTER AS A GIRL
[15:49:11] (Dementor) M:
...........................................................
.....................
[15:49:33] N Whn we mee: haha
[15:49:36] N Whn we mee: ain't it fun?
[15:49:39] (Dementor) M: no
[15:49:45] N Whn we mee: so, do you have anything else to say for
yourself?
[15:50:05] (Dementor) M: brrrrrrrrrrrr,whateva i say u will twist it
around one
[15:50:13] N Whn we mee: got meh?
[15:50:15] (Dementor) M: yes
[15:50:20] N Whn we mee: ok never mind
[15:50:24] (Dementor) M: i said i not gay then u say what girl
[15:50:31] N Whn we mee: i got enough proof that fishball think of
him/herself as a girl
[15:50:46] (Dementor) M: lol so bo liaoz
[15:51:05] (Dementor) M: even if u confirm abt that, how does it
benefit u
[15:51:19] N Whn we mee: it benefits me for fun
[15:51:24] N Whn we mee: you get it don't you,
[15:51:28] N Whn we mee: i get the kicks from it
[15:51:34] N Whn we mee: like the convo i made about anthony ng
[15:51:38] (Dementor) M: .................
[15:51:58] N Whn we mee: stop putting dotss.
[15:52:09] (Dementor) M: okie
[15:52:11] N Whn we mee: if not i copy paste your convo on my blog
then say that i made it up
[15:52:12] (Dementor) M: but i like lehz
[15:52:16] N Whn we mee: okay.
[15:52:19] N Whn we mee: then it is confirmed
[15:52:24] (Dementor) M: noooo!
[15:52:26] (Dementor) M: i mean
[15:52:26] N Whn we mee: i shall paste the whole of this convo up
[15:52:31] (Dementor) M: i like putting dottz
[15:52:31] N Whn we mee: muhaha
[15:52:33] N Whn we mee: Muahahahaha!
[15:53:02] N Whn we mee: ooooo cy is pro.. he like putting d(ruid)
o(f) t(he) t(alons)
[15:53:11] (Dementor) M: fuck la
[15:53:16] (Dementor) M: now even andrew come and suan
[15:53:38] N Whn we mee: really?
[15:53:39] N Whn we mee: he got mehz/
[15:53:47] N Whn we mee: not my fault hor
[15:53:50] (Dementor) M: .....
[15:54:04] N Whn we mee: i tot i ask you to put dottZ liao.. you must
be too pro for me haiz
[15:54:08] N Whn we mee: i am a failure lar..
[15:54:12] N Whn we mee: Muahahahaha!
[15:54:30] N Whn we mee: MUHAHAHA
[15:54:31] (Dementor) M: oops
[15:55:32] N Whn we mee: woooooooooooooooooops
[15:55:53] N Whn we mee: i go playwar3 with myself liao
[15:55:55] N Whn we mee: later
[15:55:59] (Dementor) M: kz..

LolZ the whole convo here.... damn lengthy.. you read it at your own risk, you spoil your eyes not my fault...
Buh-Bye!:D:D:D

Posted by kj at 10:55 PM | Permalink

Weeeeeeeee History and maths paper one today, so fun... Okok.. maybe not so fun afterall for some people.... Surprisingly, i found history easy.. maybe because i studied :D:D:D and maths was chicken feet to some people and killer for some.. haiz.. guess what, I found it surprisingly chicken-feetZ... and i did damn badly for my TA3 lolZ....

Came home sleep then went to study Bio.. hopefully tmr the bio paper won't be so hard..
+GoD BleSs+ Don't worry guys.. take time to relax... don't feel bad if you didn't do so well, as long as it is your best.. i am sure your parents will understand

Posted by kj at 7:30 PM | Permalink

SIMPLE PLAN LYRICS

"Perfect"

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

What a nice song.. the lyrics so meaningful although the tune pretty much sucks, the lyrics covers up for it....

CLAY AIKEN LYRICS

"Invisible"

What are you doing tonight
I wish I could be a fly on your wall
Are you really alone
Still in your dreams
Why can't I bring you into my life
What would it take to make you see that I'm alive

[Chorus]

If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invisible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)

I saw your face in the crowd
I called out your name
You don't hear a sound
I keep tracing your steps
Each move that you make
Wish I could be what goes through your mind
Wish you could touch me with the colors of your life

[Chorus]

If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invisible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)

I reach out
But you don't even see me
Even when I'm screaming
Baby, you don't hear me
I am nothing without you
Just a shadow passing through...

Also another song with good lyrics.. although it sounds pretty sick.. don't really like a portion of the lyrics, most of the other parts of the lyrics is fine with me...what i really detest most is the part where he goes"If I was invisible Then I could just watch you in your room If I was invisible I'd make you mine tonight".. I mean it just sounds plain sick doesn't it, to be invading someone's privacy just like that.. sicko..

What an un/eventful day, we get to start of the day by studying history, and pe, because it was raining, we decided to stay in class and study, how fun.. ened up going to LT one and watch some rugby video.. quite nice...too bad our school team doesn't play like that.....Anyway, before PE, i was sitting on the table then the stupid Yiyang was throwing some paper thingy then hit me on the head damn hard.. what a fag.. then later when i went back to my table then was turning around that time the same thing hit me, but was from weiloong.. he was pretty apolegetic about it.. relax lar... anyway, back to where i was, the thing hit me right above my eye.. damn hard some more.. i was wtf?? so bloody pain sia...
Then kana from sean[prawn] dunno hit where but also damn pain correct liao...

Maths, don't know what we do during maths also.. talked about buying/selling.. buying means the bank buy that currency from you with SG dollar and sell is like the bank sell you whatever currency for whatever price they charge...needed that recap, so pardon me....

Physics... very much like maths, just doing a recap of sec1 and sec 2 work...then they whole class was like going mad throwing paper balls and whatever they can throw.... then mr chen was like so oblivious to all the chaos that was around him until like 15 mins later.. then later he caught wenjie and yonglin fighting with each other... then wenjie came with with some kind of cover up story to get himself out of punishment.. but wtf, mr chen don't believe him, why should he anyway?

Art do self revision... same thing a stone lar.. copy some answers to the bio worksheets.....
Last period was english, cont'd copying the answers.. mr chua was like so stone the whole period... just sit there mark the er... situational writing... then he let us go late because he wanted to finish that letter before he let us go...
Then afterwards mrs lee came in and pass us some last minute thingy.. wtf... asked her some questions...

Came home, chat to some people then went to memorise the history... blah blah blah.. oh then whole, i was hit with that paper thingy like about close to 10 times, many of those 10 times just grazing my hair blah blah.. oh anyway, Arnold whatever negger or whatever is the new president of carlifonia.. even though he was accused of some don't know what nonsense..

Posted by kj at 5:51 PM | Permalink

~BoRiNg~
Stone stone stone.. stupid mr tan never turn up for our history remedial.. say what he will be there in the end never go.. dl some war3 replays.. watched them then stone until i fall asleep...lolZ shortest thread ever

Posted by kj at 8:16 PM | Permalink

lolZ boring as hell lar.. no need to blog also can.. but heck.


Today is just stone the whole day, nothing muhc, except for the fact that i and prawn fought with donkey.. he's fucking irritating..... Donkey was like crapping about with derrick then bentoh go and trip him then he thought it was me, what a faggot, then he come and splash water at me.. then i damn pissed.. so i go whack him up..then later he lose liao he shout" shut up lar. you don't even have chee bye" DUH I OF COURSE DON'T HAVE CHEE BYE LAR DON'T KNOW WTF IS UP WITH HIM SIA.. Then later sean was asking me if he really said that i boh CB.. then i say yar. then sean was going around asking people what donkey said.. then donkey hear liao buai song go and stuff paper ball up prawn's mouth then they started fighting, what a bad day for donkey.. anyway, sean was punching donkey and like Kevin ho was going.. go go go go lolZ.. i htink he got the hang of 204 liao.. sad i think he confirm going RI liao....

Then anthonious[spelling] extra go and report the both of them to Mr tan then he say that both of their stories contradict each other but then sean was telling the truth anyway, Donkey accused sean of saying that he[donkey] was a big mouth and was/is a donkey.. then donkey buai song whack him up, even if sean really say that, you were still in the wrong to pick a fight like that what.. numb nut...

then like at around 1 pm that time the stupid chinese teacher sent me out for nuts again, say i come to school waste time, go to school waste the school supply of money, waste money also.. what nonsense.. i do what i want to do with my life, not for you to decide, of course i won't go and destroy my life doh...Who knows anyway? She's just biching around[no typos]...

Oh well i gues that is about al for today except for the fact that i have to stay back for history remedial and supervised studying, got home and play war3, nothing much lor.. slack day if you ask me lolZ

Posted by kj at 9:03 PM | Permalink

Hmm pretty boring, nothing much, war3, radio, studying history and maths.. aiya boring correct liao lar..

Anyway, there was this article about girls scoring more than boys in "useless subjects like Literature, where all you have to do is read poems and story books and offer,strong, personal opinions on what what the writers were really thinking about when they were writing(Considering the writers are already dead, who's going to argue with you?)" Wahahahaha so funny sia... read until laugh...

Anyway, the tittle of the article was "Sons will always shine at blowing stuff up"[TNP October 4th]

Yo,Yeoh!
Your wife says you've been feeling very uncomfortable scince reading a recent report that indicates girls are scoring better grades at school than boys.
I understand you concern, because both your kids are boys and you have already decided that they will grow up to become engineers like you.
The last time you want is to see them lose a university place to some skinny kid in pigtails who couldn't even assemble a dool's house.
But don't panic.
While the study does indeed suggest that girls are doing better, it's mostly in useless subjects like Literature, where all you have to do is read poems and story books and offer,strong, personal opinions on what what the writers were really thinking about when they were writing(Considering the writers are already dead, who's going to argue with you?)
Anyway, when it comes to strong opinions, who can stand up to women, right?
But the good news is , the guys are still leading in useful subjects like maths and science, which will one day help them to build great buildings, ordesign bobms that will demolish them even faster.
Besides that, boys have a clear lead in useful subjects like Playstation(which calss for advance computer skills), FA Cup and cracking and laughing at their own crude jokes-- which are essential skills( along with boozing and karaoke singing) if you want to win some international contracts some day.
At universtity level, they're still definatly leading in fields like business and accountancy, which will enable them to build huge international corporations and then plunge them into bankruptcy.
It takes an instinctive appreciation of the impermanence of life to be able to visualise something like that; girls just don't have the imagination or sense of adventure to pull off that sort of thing.
So take heart. Traditional male professions will endure.Ceo who spend millions of dollars on thier wives' birthdays parties will be investigated by MALE enforcement officers , defended by MALE lawyers, sentenced by MALE judges, oncarcerated by MALE warders and probably immortalised by MALE biographers, while their wives will no doubt continue to enjoy all the material comforts. Talk about win-win.
Your worry is that at the rate the girls are advanceing, they might soon beat the boys at Playstation, FA Cup and dreadful jokes, and hogs men's jobs.
I think that will take many more years yet, though i believe they may already be offering still competition in unprintable jokes.
Believe me, you don't want to know some of the things women say about us around the netball courts.
Why, oh why, did you get into an argument with your wife over who are smarter, men or women? It was silly of you to point to your house, your investment properties, your cars, and your bank account and tell her that you were enjoying all this because of your hard work and brains, not hers.
Of course she replied:" Yes I'm enjoying it too. And i didn't have to put in the hard work or do any thinking, and I get to own it all when you're gone, so who's the smarter one?"
All things considered, I think it's a good news that girls are shwoing better grades.
I don't think it's because they're getting smarter. In fact, it's downright rude to suggest that. They've always been smart, and in many areas, a lot sharper than us.
As your wife said, women were into computers before men --- It was Eve who introduced Adam to an apple.
So, maybe if your two sons ddon'r get into engineering college because they've been beaten by two soccer-playing, rude-joke mouthing, Playstation-hooked females, maybe they should set their sights on domestic science
Somebody's got to cook and keep an eye on the kids.

LolZ nice one, i actually typed it out..

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